I smile, I laugh, I joke around
but my feelings no one has ever found
they see me everyday with a smile on my face
but when I get back to this place

I sit in my room quiet and wondering
if anyone see's the pain I feel
and how it's oh so real

another day comes as I put on my mask and hide
no one see's the pain I feel inside

I laugh and I smile
but inside I'm sad
I wish someone could see

I take off my mask but I'm still all alone
and it kills me that no one will ever know


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